Sunday, November 15, 2009

Retiring with my husband

It's coming fast....Not sure when, really. The exact date, I mean, but I can feel it in the air. I'm not old enough to retire. My brain still thinks I'm 38. What the heck happened to the years? My oldest son is almost 35 years old. When I was 35 I had a life that now I only remember on those days when sadness overwhelms me and I go back in my head to recall when I felt more alive. I pray that Jack and I can recapture some of those wild and romantic and crazy times we once shared together. Life does go way too fast. Believe it or not I can call with vivid clarity my 15th birthday. I loved my teenage years. I just wish I would have appreciated those years more.

But retirement will be a new chapter in our lives. It will read how we want it to read. No one can write our story but us. So, we'll see how it plays out.